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its those really drunk nights…
when you scroll through your phone…
theres the people you WANT to call…
then theres the people you know you CAN call…
but theres a world of difference between the two…
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i think that is what i just realized…
that statement is probably a little over the top and may have sprinkles of untruth,
but for the most part I think that’s the case.
People who are doing shit with their lives dont have time to sit down and go on websites and shit…
Thats why the people who are really doing shit with their lives, you will never hear about them.
Cause they are way too busy to care about publicizing themselves.
I can sleep when im dead
and yall can pour out liquor on my grave,
so i can drink when im dead.
bury me in a three piece Gucci suit,
so I can be stylin’ when im dead.
Cause while im alive I wont care about any of that shit.
Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: action figure, Hyoyeon, Pop up Books, Sweet
New project Im working on for studio…
Ill blog about that tomorrow…
But for now just some things I’ve seen this past week that made me say, SWEEEEET!
LINK
SWEET!
New jaws action figure
SWEET!
I Love pictures in pictures…
SWEET!
Guy Bourdin – A Message for You / Unseen
Pop up Books!!!
SWEET
Kim Hyo-yeon dancing….
SWEEETTTT!!!!!
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Im a Chewer.
I chew things.
I chew my freaking nails to its cuticles.
I chew the skin on tip of my fingers.
I chew pencils, pens, and marker caps.
I cant chew my lip, so I resort to biting it.
When I eat, I strangely do not chew my food well enough, but I sure as hell bite my chopsticks.
After I eat I use toothpicks, which I chew until they disintegrate.
I chew gum, lots of it.
When I get into arguments I will chew you up and spit you out. Bet on that.
I know, its a horrible and disgusting habit.
What is the point of this post?
Not much, except for the part that I chew things.
Im sleep deprived.
Sorry.
If I am sleep deprived why am I blogging about useless shit?
Its one of the unknown mysteries of the world…
Have a nice day everyone… or is it night??? I dont know.
But seriously…
having 6 classes And a part time job is kicking my ass…
I promised myself I would always blog every day, just to inspire myself but I broke that promise already…
Filed under: Pretending to be a Rapper, Uncategorized | Tags: Q-Tip, The Renaissance
Straight up, the best album I have listened to since “The Cool” by Mr. Fiasco. I just only downloaded this a week ago and I just bought the actually CD yesterday. I dont buy that many actually albums, but this shit is straight up classic stuff had to go out and buy the actually thing. “Dance on Glass”, “Move”, and “Gettin Up” are pure IPod battery killers. To be truthful, I still haven’t listened to the whole album thoroughly because of those three joints. But “We Fight We Love’ featuring Raphael Saadiq and “Life is Better” featuring Norah Jones are terrific songs too. Its nice to have a LP that you can just listen and vibe too, without having the beat’s bass knock the concentration out of you.
This.
Shit.
Is.
Flawless.
I never got into any of the Final Fantasy stuff. I actually never really got into video games. But I think I might invest in a PS3 just for this… and I know that these arent real-time graphics but damn…
I have re-watched this about 23 times now…
Filed under: Pretending to be a Writer, Uncategorized | Tags: Hand writing, pet peeves
So finals are all done. School is done for this semester. Not going Home till tomorrow. Kinda bored. Working on my portfolio for a bit. Guess its a blessing in disguise.
Anyway…
I was thinking about something the other day. It has occurred to me that I really REALLY REALLY hate bad handwriting. I think it is my biggest pet peeve more than pEoPlE tHaT wRiTe lIkE tHiS in text messages & facebook comments and more than people who misspell every other word. I find it kind of ironic that many of my peeves are related to writing/typing. And by bad handwriting I am not speaking of people who write illegibly. The stereotype of Doctors are they have loopy scribble that no one can understand. I really dont mind that. As long as it has a style. I just cant stand people who write like 3rd graders. Perfectly legible, but it looks fugly.
Example:
My roommate left me the gas bill before he left for the holidays. It looks like a fuckin ransom note. If I showed you this handwriting what would your impression of him be? Would it be good? I think your handwriting gives people an impression of your intelligence. The guy who wrote this is a pretty smart guy. He missed a 4.0 G.P.A. by only a half a letter grade this semester. But he writes like a 7 year old. Does this bother anyone else? Just me?
I mean there is little need, especially in this age of computers, to ever hand-write anything. It just gets on my last nerves when I see bad handwriting. I rather listen to somebody run their nails down a chalkboard… ok maybe not, but it does drive me insane.
Filed under: Pretending to be an Athelete, Uncategorized | Tags: Nike Commercial
Saw this Nike Commercial.. I love Football commercials; something about the whole romanticization of muddy practice in the rain, vein-popping screaming during the last rep of the last set of bench-press, bone crunching hits during scrimmages, and the eruption of skirmishes after the whistle. Its not far from reality, but its the underlying fantasy that football purist and people who know nothing about football all imagine it being.
The preparation for a Football season, no matter at what level, is to see how far you can push yourself physically in order to achieve new heights of success.
The hardest workers in Football are usually the individuals who can succeed at whatever they attempt in any and all aspect of life. Its not about being a good or bad player. Its about not giving up and working at it till the end. Its not about whether you won or lost the game; its about whether or not you played the game to the fullest extent of your ability, whatever level that may be.
I think that’s the most important thing I learned while playing Football.
The Giants sucking right now has Football on my mind, when the last of my finals should be.
Hope Everyone has a Joyous Thanksgiving break…
Know that no matter what you may be going through there are people around the world that have it worse…
Say a prayer for Mumbai…
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Going to NYC for the Thanksgiving Holidays…
First time Im going to Queens for any kind of Holiday…
Feels weird not to be going to Brooklyn…
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You if you could dive into the deepest and most creative sanctums of my brain you would realize in fact, that I am a genius. But the problem is the that my most ingenious and breath-taking ideas never materialize into any sort of tangible form. Its true pertaining to this blog. I have so many great ideas for posts and so many great concepts but they never come to fruition. I feel like if I just had enough time to work on my blog and work on the great ideas in my head and translate it to blog form that the masses will love to come and read what I have to write and pretend about. Partly it is my own fault, I can get lazy sometimes, but the biggest culprit is school and the titanic workload I juggle around. You know, the REAL stuff in life, not the pretend stuff.
But its even true in school. I am in fact, an architecture major, and at the start of every project I start ,I have so many great ideas and so many amazing feats that formulate in my brain, but at the end of the project I am left with a disappointed feeling at the final result. Actually, in 2 1/2 years of school I only am proud of 3 specific projects I have done. 3! And I have probably done about 20 or 30 projects.
It can get pretty demoralizing. Working countless days on a project. Countless sleepless nights. Countless meals missed. Shrugging off your social retardation. Losing hair follicles probably because of all the fucking caffeinated drinks you intake. And slowly beginning to talk to a volleyball that you paint a face on and call ‘Wilson’.
And then after all that sacrifice, at the finish line, the pretty damning truth is that you are not proud of what you have produced. Its a feeling that is indescribable. And, its a feeling that I wonder why I get. I mean for most my projects I usually give close to 100%. Apart from freshman year, most of my work has gotten my fullest effort to the fullest extent. But I always feel empty seeing the final result. Its kinda like you seeing your best girlfriend with a guy and you getting jealous. You have absolutely no sexual or emotion feelings for her, but yet there are some jealous emotions that arise. Its something you cant explain (shut up, Freud, shut up).
In the past I always say that I need to work harder. And all I can say now, is the same thing. Work harder. Drive yourself harder until the effort gets painful. And its far from New Years but I will make a resolution now that I will not break. Today was the start of my final project in design. And I will make it something I am proud of. Also I will not neglect this blog, and churn out the most creative shit ever. The second promise I will probably break, but the first one is something I wont.
Maybe if I put this promise in written form I will think twice about breaking it.
Maybe…
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School is kicking my ass…
I also realized I have become a nerd…
Dont know how I feel about that yet…
Also I’ve only gone out once this semester…
The people I want to hang out with are all far away…
…or they’re just too busy for me…
This blog is slowly dying…
Guess Im getting tired of pretending….
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Ok so there is a new rule in effect that I just found out today…
Today I violated this rule,
and I almost lost my life…
(more…)
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Just got back to the States on the 22nd…
14 hour flight…
by myself…
sitting next to two chinese toddlers…
ughhhhh…
then I realize school starts the 25th NOT the 27th…
which means i came home friday night…
I have to pack all day saturday and take care of other little things…
then leave on sunday…
Not to mention I have things to change in my school schedule and shit…
Then I realize that I left my SD card in korea with all my pictures…
GREEEAAATTTTT…..
And not to mention I miss Korea like crazy and it hasnt been 24 hours since I left…
It feels like I broke up with a girl or something…
Or lost a best friend…
OK emo time is over…
School grind time…
“Life is tragic simply because the earth turns and the sun inexorably rises and sets, and one day, for each of us, the sun will go down for the last, last time.”
-James Baldwin
Art by Korean artist Jung Yeondoo
This kinda expresses my mood right now…
OK seriously no more Emo shit, I promise…
